I havent said anything to her because i dont want to come off as paranoid, but I dont want her to have to go thru what I did either. I pray for your and my quick healing-peace and love to you? The plain people are t so perfect my heart aches for what I know and Im so grateful for my station in life and enjoy that out here in my English world, I have means to escape if I need to. I am so angry with him but dissapointed in myself! So with his proud. About 95% of the time we got along terrifically and truly enjoyed each others company. Keep it that way. Thats my new motto Life begins after No Contact You can do this. We separated in August 2012 four days after our daughters 7th birthday after him striking me so hard I thought hed broken my jaw/cheekbone. It worked! He wont find better, but I wont be around to find out! Mine even told me he was a COWARD, said he hadnt been a very good partner to me, shouldnt have said this or done that Of course, the narcissist refused to accept our reasons or acknowledge what happened. Just because you are no longer married doesn't mean that life after divorce from a narcissist is going to be total freedom. It has been 13 years? . Speaking as a woman who was ripped off of about $80,000 between the last two narcs/sociopaths I was involved with and who sweet-talked and seduced me and played Prince Charming so well they fooled everyone initially and then left me devastated and Im still suffering from PTSD and on meds years laterwell, it just doesnt seem fair to read what you wrote. So i was writing everything down only to read back a whole lot of beginnings with the beginnings of another event as the ending! But the clincher is, he didnt know that I knew he ended their friendship..and during our last big argument he tried to say that they have a bond that most ppl wouldnt understand. Wants the kids to see you both as friends. There is hope for the victims. If the narcissist keeps coming back . MY choice to be a Christian and follow a moral path is what polices me to do rightEVEN when I know someone would let me get away with doing wrong. I think of them as masters of the game. Make no mistake; they have conditioned us to expect it. This man Ive known since I was 13, so 16 years now. I just couldnt ignore, 1. He was a chubby boy with glasses who grew up to be a very handsome man. I responded and got no reply. I turned to Pintrest for inspirational quotes to occupy my time and uplift me, when all of a sudden I start seeing articles about narcissism and I too felt like I was reading my life. A extremely stressful time in med school. The sooner you see that everythjng is about them, their is a pattern you get caught up in with them. Imagine never being able to escape because of the consequences youd face, and even when you seek help, youre told by the church that you are at fault for you husbands behavior, you arent being a good wife and doing your duties :/ So to fool you into believing that the contact wont be the same if you remain friends, theyll say theyre going to therapy to work through their issues. He attached to me because I was easy prey. So, as far as theyre concerned, the more supply they get, the better the relationship. As difficult as it may be, the best thing to do in this situation is to stop communications with the new girl friend. He had two giant hickies on his neck, told me some girl bit him and he pushed her away and she did it on the other side and he eventually told her to F off. Stay in controle. Angela we're not done. So, he appears to be letting go, for now, but leaving the door open to communication. This enraged the narcissists because narcissists don't get dumped. Hi Taniel. Thank you. For ex, I mentioned above, that NPD and Psycos dont go back to idealisation after the devaluing, but they may switch back to good behaviour, from time to time, if they still need the pray (because not all is sucked out of the person yet). The end of our relationship with them was likely horrific in some way. My narc always told me it was in the house and even offered help to find. I needed support for the situation with my mother. I feel blessed to have found such support here reading. 1. I dont spend too much time thinking about the past anymore. She had a new BF months before our divorce was even final. I dont know if he is truly a narcissist or a psychopath but he sure has those lying traits. So, having read on all these since 2009 so far, I concluded, THIS IS MY VERY SUBJECTIVE CONCLUSION, I WOULDNT TELL ANYONE TO TAKE THIS AT THE FACE VALUE.. all Cluster B disorders COME WITH NPD ANYWAY. I have been going to therapy for the month and will be moving out next month. My gf wants to go for dinner and he doesnt like it and doesnt want me to go. The narcissist will attempt to convince you that theyre the best lover youve ever had. Are You Not Losing Sleep Wondering Why He Does What He Does? This can happen until the passage of time breaks the chemical bond to them. Commentdocument.getElementById("comment").setAttribute( "id", "ae63d58ae3cf78a4a74a207253d331cb" );document.getElementById("i2dc42b6e0").setAttribute( "id", "comment" ); Alexander Burgemeester has a Master in Neuropsychology. She often would talk me up and compliment me more than usual after we would reconnect following a period of no contact as if it were her way of apologizing. His mom asked how much I was selling it for, etc; I told her to call him for the details cause he charged it and had the paperwork. Yet, she would pull the silent treatment, disappear on me, cancel plans at the last minuteetc. throughout our relationship, I have caught him talking to other girls on Craigslist (several girls for about 3 months), he tried to take a picture of my friends underskirt under the table when she came to visit me and our son when he was first born. So when I saw his truck pull into my driveway, I came out my house while on my phone and slowly strolled down the ramp (I have a handicapped ramp) and went to my car to get a paper that I needed to get as he pulled up. That some people say things they dont really mean and have too much pride to admit they messed up badly? Yeah, getting closure is tough, for sure. (Ignoring would be better), but you have to hold fast to what you know is right. I ran into a mutual friend at a bar one night, and she was one of his facebook friends. Thank you for mentioning Upturned Souls blog Shes brilliant! My ex treated me like a queen when he wasnt being a crazy maker but I knew something was terribly wrong. I got the silent treatment for a week.. Then he texted wanting to know if I still loved him because he was lost and scared and alone and didnt have his guiding light anymore. Now when i am so called happy and dont need him. He left his wife in May and by June he was already having the affair ( which im assuming he pursued the other woman months before and when she finally agreed, he left his x wife). Wow, the reality and truism of this sucks but thats what happens when you fall for a Narc. Thanks for this great article and the comments of others! My story is a little different I THINK. I am so glad this site exist. He is cluster B. Bipolar, Addict, Narcissist who would have thought that this is who she turned out to be ? It really takes a long time to process this stuff. Fathers of their children.. Although they are the true monster behind the scenes , I can't help think they are real. That's exactly what my histrionic disordered ex said to me. We had so many plans holidays etc. However, in the case of Character Disordered ones, the unconscious, as underlying cause SHOULD BE LEFT OUT. Ten years and two kids later with a Narc. He said there is no woman like me, he loved only me couldnt imagion to be with some one els and everything from the love movies. If youd be interested in coaching to implement and maintain No Contact, I could also help you understand what made you his victim. One I hope I Never have to Repeat or go through Ever again, I only hope we can all learn to Heal from this Hurt, Damage, Devistation & Destruction they have reaped on us all, Remember YOU saw all YOUR Beautiful Qualities, Your Strength, & All Your Love Reflecting Back at You, when you fell in Love with them, That was perfectly put. He started putting likes on my posts on Instagram. I bet lots of other women on this site would say the same thing to you. He cheated on me with multiple people during my pregnancy and after I had my child. Even after he blew up and sent me 20 emails in a 10 hour period over the summer blasting my character and career failures, threatening me, he STILL had the gall to behave self righteously when I asked for no contact. then I found out why. He texted saying he was glad he got to see me and for the most part enjoyed his time. He then said he didnt plan to kill me he just wanted to see my reaction. He says I put him down and I dont trust him. A couple of minutes later, he got in his truck and leftno goodbye, see ya or anything not that I expected it. The peak end rule. The narcissist knows this and will play on the weakness of their ex. WHY DO I WANT HIM BACKWHY CANT I JUST FORGET ABOUT HIMIM SCARED THANKS FOR HEARING ME OUT, You have to realeyes that being involved with an narc is no thing like being with someone who is not a narc. Thank you FREEATLAST for publishing that note! Even in relationships with normal, mentally healthy individuals, that is the case. Dont settle for scraps when there are people out there who love you just the way you are and want to be with you through good and bad. Next timeI wont allow myself to be around to hear or read the pleas. However,researchsuggests that when a person is going to kill themselves, they dont talk about it; they just do it. The male I spent 7-1/2 years with is obsessed with his ex-girlfriend and her brother-in-law and has been for nearly 25 years. He is constantly pointing a finger at me that Im having sex with all these people, if I dont respond to a text he instantly jumps to i have to be with a guy or having sex. It hurts and its much easier and feels exteme happy if i should react. I had heard that Narcs dont know what they are but I think deep down they do. A narcissist will never move on from you until you stop talking to them/ about her to people you know that information will get back to her. I dont want to have this baby alone. Again acceptance he was disordered helped me find peace. I was devastated But, funny enough guess where he moved too? She may see the resemblance and clue in. It has been 3 weeks now of No Contact and on a weekly basis the phone rings and a text is sent trying to make a connection to me. If you cant do it for urself, do it for ur son. So ladies, women can be just as devestaing a Narcissist as a man can! I'm not going to contact them first, they'll have to contact me first. 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